6.11.2006

Wishing I was with you is just a fantasy, Hoping it will come true so you can be with me. Today is a special day for you I wish I could be there, I would swim over seas just to show how much I care. The first time I met you I didn’t think I would love you, Before I saw you, I’ve dreamt of you and it came true. I wish I could hold you now I just need you so much, I would do anything for you just to feel your touch. I cant live without you, I really don’t think I can, I want to kiss you forever because deep inside u r my one & only man! I know you wish I was with you now right now, I would be your best present if we were together somehow. I cried after 12am knowing it was your special day, I said to myself 4years on and still I’m still not there on your birthday. I feel I am the one to blame I should be there with you, But in the real world you cannot be with me too. I would do anything for you but your so far away, So the words come out of my mouth… from my heart… HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX