My eternal desire is to hold you But it seems to me so hard to do Is something wrong with my love? I tried alot to reason it out

Every single day i made an effort Yet i found myself lacking the force Finally i lay on bed in pathetic pain My love increases but nothing i gain

Am i holding you with me so tight? Although i want to let it go every night But when the hold of my feelings loosen I am scared to find myself alone in the end

These feelings dominate me in unique way Without them i’m a walking dead everyday A grown-up who doesn’t know to live on my own Because you never taught me to live alone!